OUT TODAY! Death, Doom and Detention
Dear ever-so-lovely readers,
It is my pleasure to announce the release of the second in the Darklight Trilogy, Death, Doom and Detention! I had loads of fun writing this book. It brings us one step closer to the supernatural war that is simmering just beneath the surface of our own reality. But Lorelei is forced to come face-to-face with her powers and her role, no matter how hard she wants to fight that fact.
I was excited to get the opportunity to explore Lorelei’s powers a bit more in this book, to delve deeper into how they are affecting her. While her BFF Brooklyn is completely gung-ho on the whole ‘vision’ thing, Lorelei is struggling under the weight of it. She is seeing things she doesn’t want to see and experiencing things on a completely new and visceral level. The visions are not just pictures in her mind but a conscious reliving of the actions and events of those around her, whomever she touches.
And naturally she doesn’t see the warm and fuzzy stuff. She sees her classmates’ deaths. She sees them being victims of crimes and of nature. She sees accidents and misfortune, but she also feels every part of what happens. She feels the excruciating pain of a leg being crushed in a car accident, the intense agony of a classmate slowly dying of thirst after getting lost in the desert, the shame and humiliation of a forced assault by a trusted friend. The experiences are trying and Lorelei is doing her best just to make it through the day.
These are the kinds of things I like to explore. What would happen if an everyday, average high school girl were to suddenly start having visions of death and destruction? What would it do to her? The human condition is fragile and one incident can send it crumbling to the ground. The question is, will Lorelei crumble, or will she learn to fight for what she loves?
I hope you enjoy reading all about Lorelei and her friends!
Excerpt: Death, Doom and Detention
F U Z Z Y E D G E S
Brooklyn jerked upright in surprise. She glanced around as
our classmates snickered, either politely into their hands or more
rudely outright.
“Is there something you’d like to share with the class?”
She turned toward Mr. Gonzales and asked, “Did I say that
out loud?”
The class erupted in laughter as Mr. G’s mouth formed a long
narrow line across his face. As though a miracle from heaven,
the bell rang and Brooklyn couldn’t scramble out of her seat fast
enough. She practically sprinted from the room. I followed at a
slower pace, smiling meekly as I walked past Mr. G’s desk.
Brooklyn stood waiting for me in the hall, her face still frozen
in surprise.
“That was funny,” I said, tugging her alongside me. She fell
in line as we wound through the crush of students, fighting our
way to PE. I wasn’t sure why. I didn’t particularly enjoy having
my many faults and numerous shortcomings put on display for
all to see, so why I would fight to get there was beyond me.
“No, really.” She tucked an arm through mine. “I didn’t mean
to say that out loud.”
I couldn’t help but smile despite the weight on my chest, a
weight that seemed to be endless. “Which is why that was funny.”
I did that a lot lately. Smiled. It was easier than explaining
why I wasn’t.
“You don’t get it,” she said. “This is exactly what I’ve been
talking about. Everything is weird ever since . . . you know.”
I did know. Ever since Jared Kovach came to town. Ever
since he’d saved my life after a huge green delivery truck
slammed into me. Ever since we’d found out he was the Angel
of Death and he had been sent not to save my life but to take it.
To tweak the timing. To take me sooner than nature— or a huge
green delivery truck— had intended.
And ever since I found out I’d been possessed by a demon
when I was six years old.
Still, that wasn’t the worst part of that day all those years ago.
The worst part was the fact that my parents were gone. Vanished
in a whirlwind when some guy— we still had no idea who—
opened the gates of hell. And I’d led them straight to it. The fact
that a demon—Malak-Tuke, to be exact, Lucifer’s second- in-command—
escaped from his fiery pit and decided to crash at my
place was just the icing on the cake. But I didn’t know any of
this until two months ago.
I’d been living with my grandparents since the disappearance,
but my semi- normal existence changed forever when I was
knocked into the street by a skateboarder and hit by that truck.
That near- death experience taught me a valuable lesson:
Never get hit by a huge green delivery truck if I can help it. But
if I hadn’t, if my life hadn’t almost ended that day, then Jared
Kovach would not have been sent. And oddly enough, Jared Kovach
was definitely worth the risk.
The events that followed were both terrifying and life changing.
I learned that there really was a heaven and a hell. That
there really were angels and demons. That I was a prophet, the
last prophet in a long line of incredible women, descended from
a powerful woman named Arabeth. And I’d learned that I had a
demon inside me, that I’d had him inside me for years.
Even Jared had never seen anything like it. Most people possessed
by evil spirits were lucky to survive. People possessed by
demons— a rarity, from what I’d been told— never survived more
than a month. Ever. And yet here I stood. As possessed as a girl
with a demon inside her could be.
And, yes, things had been weird.
“People are acting strange, and the world has dark, fuzzy
edges,” Brooklyn continued.
Before I could suggest a visit to the school nurse, an arm
snaked around my neck from behind and I felt something poke
my temple. A quick sideways glance told me it was a hand
shaped to resemble a gun. “Give me all your money,” Glitch said
through gritted teeth, pulling out his best Clint Eastwood impersonation.
Glitch, a connoisseur of computers, skipping, and coasting
through school with less than stellar grades, was our sidekick and
partner in crime. We weren’t the greatest criminals, so we really
didn’t partner up for such endeavors often. Glitch and I had
grown up together. He was half Native American and half Irish
American, and he had the dark skin and hazel green eyes to
prove it.
I wasn’t sure what I’d done did to deserve either of my two
best friends. Even when they found out I’d been possessed— was
still possessed— they didn’t bail on me. That was true friendship.
Or insanity. Either way.
I shook off his arm and tossed a grin at him from over my
shoulder.
“You cut your hair,” I said to him, noticing his blond highlights
were missing. The trim left only his jet- black hair, spiked
as usual with just enough gel to make him almost cool. He was
too much of a geek to be genuinely cool, but he was getting
there.
“Yeah.” He raked his fingers through it. “So, what’s up with
you two?”
“Brooke feels fuzzy.”
He bounced around until he was facing us, walking backwards
with his backpack slung over his shoulder, his brows
drawn in concern. “Fuzzy? Really?”
“I didn’t say I felt fuzzy. I said the world has fuzzy edges.”
He looked around to test her theory then back at us. How
he managed walk backwards in this crowd was beyond me. And
rather awe inspiring. If I’d tried that, I would soon resemble a
pancake covered with lots of footprints.
He furrowed his brows again in thought. “I don’t think it’s
so much fuzzy as nauseatingly yellow, a color that is supposed to
calm us, I’m sure. But did you hear?” he asked, suddenly excited.
“Joss Duff y and Cruz de los Santos got in a fight during third.”
Brooklyn pulled me to a stop, her expression animated. “What
did I tell you? Joss and Cruz are best friends. Everything is
turned upside down.”
As bad as I hated to admit it, she was right. I’d felt it too: A
quake. A disturbance in the atmosphere. Everyone seemed to
have short fuses lately. The slightest infraction set people off .
We’d been warned about an impending cosmic war. Was this
how it would begin?
With a sigh, I started for PE again. Maybe we were reading
too much into it. Or maybe the moon was full. People did crazy
things when the moon was full. And besides, I didn’t want
everything to be turned upside down. I’d had enough of upside
down when I was hit by that truck. When I was possessed by
Satan’s second- in- command. When my parents disappeared.
Some days I was almost okay with the fact that a demon had
slipped inside my body when I was six, nestled between my ribs,
curled around my spine. Other days that fact caused me no small
amount of distress. On those days, I walked with head down and
eyes hooded as my vertebrae fused in the heat of uncertainty and
my bones writhed in sour revulsion.
Today was one of those days.
I’d awoken in a panic to the sensation of being crushed, unable
to escape an invisible force, unable to breathe. The remnants
of a nightmare still ricocheted against the walls of my lungs,
squeezing them until air became a precious but fleeting commodity.
At first I thought I was having an asthma attack, then I
realized it was only a dream. The dream.
And the dream was always the same. In it, I would fl oat back
to that day so long ago and inhale the beast all over again, his
taste acidic, his flesh choking and abrasive. Since I was just a kid
at the time, one would think it was a small demon, possibly a
minion or a lower- level employee. Like a janitor. But I’d seen
him that day. How his shoulders, as black as a starless sky,
spanned the horizon. How his head reached the tops of the
trees. “Small” was not an accurate descriptor.
And now, thanks to my pathetic need for sleep, I could relive
that memory over and over. Yay, me. On the bright side, I’d
ditched that other recurring dream I’d been having since I was
five. The one where bugs scurried under my sheets and up my
legs. That thing was messed up.
Still, if not for all that, Jared would never have come to
Riley’s Switch. We may be only a tiny speck on the map of New
Mexico, hidden among juniper trees and sage bushes in the
middle of no and where, but we were important enough to warrant
an extended visit from the Angel of Death. Surely that
meant something in the grand scheme of things.
“And Cameron has been acting strange too,” Brooke continued,
mentioning the fifth member of our posse, if you included
Jared. Which I did. But I hadn’t seen Cameron in a couple of
days, which was odd.
“That’s because Cameron has a crush on you,” I said without
thinking. I cringed when Glitch’s eyes widened a fraction of an
inch. He caught himself instantly and turned away.
“No, seriously,” she said, oblivious. “He keeps asking if I’m
okay. If you’re okay. If Glitch is okay.”
Glitch whirled back around and glared, but Brooke missed
it once again.
“We need to practice,” she said, pulling a compact mirror out
of her backpack. “Try again to get a vision, only try harder this
time. Put a little elbow grease into it.”
She handed it to me as Glitch glowered at her, his mood taking
an acerbic turn. “Really? Here?”
“Yes, really, here. She has to be ready.”
Along with all the other magnificent oddities in my life, my
shaky status as a prophet meant I had visions. But visions weren’t
normal, and I was trying desperately to get back to normal. It
was my new goal in life, right after grow five inches and get
boobies. So as far as everyone on the planet was concerned, the
visions had stopped. They hadn’t been growing stronger every
day, filling my head with images and knowledge I didn’t want.
Didn’t need.
That was my story, and I was sticking to it.
Sadly, my sudden inability to have a vision only made Brooke
even more determined. She poked and prodded me into practicing
nonstop. So I would touch her arm or her hand and pretend
to try really, really hard to have a vision, only to be disappointed
again.
I had sunk so deep into this lie, I didn’t have the heart to tell
her that the visions were coming at me left and right— so much
so, I had to fight the urge to dodge them. I didn’t want to know
the future or the past. Normal people had no such luxury, and
since normal was my new goal in life since my old one— get
Jared Kovach to fall in love with and marry me— had been
thwarted by my grandparents. Just one more reason for my smiles
to be contrived.
But Brooke, ever the trouper, had done some research. She
read that a shiny surface helped psychics and mediums see into
the future or the past, hence crystal balls. And according to her
research, mirrors worked just as well. Hence her compact.
“I have to get to History,” Glitch said, his shoulders tense.
“Mr. Burke threatened to skin me alive if I’m tardy again, though
I don’t think he actually has the authority to do that.”
“Later,” I said, opening the compact with a sigh. The last
thing I needed was to get a vision every time I looked in a mirror.
The experience was bad enough as it was.
As we exited the main building and headed for the gym, I
looked down into the shiny surface. Brooke dragged me along
so I wouldn’t fall on my face. I pretended to concentrate, trying
not to focus on the fact that my gray eyes seemed darker than
usual and my auburn hair seemed curlier. Curlier? I leaned in for
a closer look. Oh, the gods were a cruel and humorless lot. Because
that’s what I needed. More curls.
“Does my hair seem curlier to you?”
“Curlier than an ironing board, yes. Curlier than a French
poodle, no. Now, concentrate.” She rubbed her hands together
to emphasize her enthusiasm. “It’s vision time, baby. We need
them now more than ever.”
Even at their height, my prophetic visions hadn’t been terribly
useful. What on earth could I gain from looking into a mirror
besides lower self- esteem?
“Are you even concentrating?” Brooke asked as I tripped on a
pebble. This took coordination. An attribute I lacked in spades.
But she believed with every fiber of her being that my visions
were the key to everything. According to prophecy, I was supposed
to stop an impending war between humans and demons
before it ever started, but how I was supposed to manage that,
nobody knew. Least of all me.
And why was I even participating in this ridiculous scheme
of hers? She knew better than anyone that I either had to be
touching the person I was prophesying about, or have touched
him at some point in the recent past.
But she was bound and determined to expand my skills, to
widen my periphery so I could have visions on the fly. So far, our
attempts with the mirror thing had yielded exactly squat. Unless
I was touching said fly, nothing happened.
Kind of like now.
After a solid twelve seconds, I gave up. “You know, it would
help if I knew what to concentrate on.”
Brooke patted my arm absently, staring into her phone.
“Concentrate on concentrating.”
For the love of Starbucks, what the heck did that mean?
I lifted the mirror again. Shook it a little to make sure it was
working. Held it at arm’s length. Squinted. Just as I was about to
give up entirely, a vision, dark and alluring, materialized behind
me. I sucked in a soft breath at the sight even though, admittedly,
there was nothing prophetic about it.
Jared Kovach was standing against the wall of the building
we’d just left. Watching me. At least he had been until he saw
me notice him in the mirror. He turned away the moment our
eyes made contact, and the pain that shot through me was quick
and unforgiving.
I snapped the compact closed and handed it back to Brooke.
“I think it’s broken.”
From my periphery, I noticed Jared start our way, and my
stomach clenched in agony. I wanted to run. Instead, I stopped
and turned to him. Mostly because he could outrun me. He was
wearing his requisite jeans that fi t low on his hips and a gray
T-shirt with a brown bomber jacket thrown over his shoulder.
The cloudy day had splashed color across the sky behind him,
and hints of oranges, pinks, and purples served as a backdrop to
the powerful set of his shoulders, the lean hills and valleys of his
arms. Somehow I didn’t think that a coincidence. But his exquisite
form only drove home the fact that he was so far out of my
league, it was unreal.
He’d come to Riley’s Switch a couple of months ago to do a
job. That job was to pop in, take me a few minutes before I was
slated to die anyway, then pop back out again. But he’d disobeyed
his orders. He’d saved me instead, thus breaking one
of the three rules that celestial beings are bound by. Even the
powerful Angel of Death. As a result, he was stuck on Earth.
Stuck helping me.
The problem was, I fell in love with him. It was hard not to.
And he really liked me, if his mouth pressed against mine every
chance it got was any indication. But that made my grandparents
nervous. They went behind my back and asked him to keep
his distance, so keep his distance he had. Out of respect for
their wishes and because he couldn’t argue their point, he
gave his word that he would act only in the capacity of protector
and guardian where I was concerned. Nothing more. Nothing
less.
And my heart shattered into a million tiny pieces.
My grandparents and I had been so close. For ten years they,
along with Brooke and Glitch, were my world. But now all the
communication in our house was strained and full of hurtful
innuendo and resentful glances.
“He’s the Angel of Death,” my grandmother would say. “The
most powerful angel in the heavens.”
Then my grandfather would join in. “He’s not a teenaged boy,
despite his appearance, pix. He’s dangerous beyond your wildest
imagining.”
The fact that he’d saved my life— twice!—apparently didn’t
matter.
As he got closer, I tried to subdue the adrenaline rush I felt
every time I looked at him. His dark hair fell over his forehead,
emphasizing the sparkling depths of his coffee- colored eyes. The
wind molded the T-shirt to the expanse of his chest, revealing
the fact that he was cut to simple perfection. And he had this
way of moving, this animalistic grace, that mesmerized even the
stoutest minds.
“How was your last class?” he asked, stopping in front of me
but avoiding my gaze. His voice, deep and smooth like warm
caramel, caused a fluttering deep inside me, a flood of heat to my
face. How could any being, supernatural or otherwise, be so
perfect?
“Pretty boring,” I said, pretending to be as uninterested as he.
I hoped and prayed he couldn’t feel the pain his presence caused.
The humiliation would be too much.
He nodded and looked into the forest behind the school. I
couldn’t help a quick glance at his arms. The bands of symbols
that lined his biceps were visible underneath the edges of his
sleeves. The designs were ancient and meaningful, symbols that
stated his name, rank, and serial number in a celestial language.
Or that was my impression. I loved looking at them. Thick dark
lines that twisted into curves and angles. A single line of them
wrapping around each arm. To me, they looked like a combination
of Native American pictography and something alien, something
otherworldly.
“Are you okay?” he asked, still looking toward the tree line.
“Me?” I pretended to be surprised. It was his job to check up
on me. It didn’t mean anything. “I’m great.”
“We’re both great,” Brooklyn said. She put her phone away and
draped an arm over my shoulders. “And we have to get to class.”
She offered Jared a hard glare, and I felt bad for him. He was
only obeying my grandparents’ wishes. He watched us leave, his
face expressionless, and it was hard to look away from the dark
brown depths of his eyes shimmering beneath his thick black
lashes, or the full mouth that had been pressed to mine on several
of my more memorable occasions.
With a heavy sigh, I turned back toward the gym. Still, a
person would have to be blind not to notice all the attention Jared
drew every time he made an appearance. And I couldn’t help but
notice that when he headed back to the main building, more
than one girl at Riley High stopped to watch.
Sadly, PE was going to require effort. We were ordered to run
the Path, which was a footpath in the forest behind the gym.
Fun for some, life threatening for others. I was about as coordinated
as overcooked spaghetti. This was not going to end well.
But even the pain and sweat of the Path couldn’t take my
mind off the enigma that was Jared Kovach. Ever since he arrived
in Riley’s Switch, he’d been kind of undercover as a student.
Partly because we didn’t really know what else to do with
him without drawing unwanted attention, but mostly because he
had to stay close to me, to keep me safe. My status as a supposed
war stopper carried enough weight to warrant a guardianship by
way of the most powerful angel from heaven.
But my arrival onto this plane also warranted a protector of
another kind. The angels had created a nephilim— a part- human,
part- angel boy named Cameron— sent to protect me long before
Jared arrived. And he was normally right on our heels. Part of
that could be explained by his crush on Brooke. But he took his
job very seriously and had hardly let me out of his sight. I scanned
the area, wondering where he was. I hadn’t seen him in days, and
after having him as a constant shadow every minute for the last
two months, I found his absence a little disconcerting.
I thought about Jared. They hadn’t exactly been the best of
friends. In fact, they’d torn a goodly portion of downtown
Riley’s Switch to shreds soon after Jared first arrived. Could he
and Cameron have fought again? I should have touched Jared
when I had the chance, tried to see what he’d been up to. Not
that I could control the visions in any way, shape, or form, but if
he’d fought with Cameron, it was emotional enough that it
could show up. And I swore to all things holy, if Jared and Cameron
were fighting again, there would be heck to pay in the way
of very sore shins.
“How are you supposed to practice if we keep having to work
in all of our classes?” Brooklyn asked as we jogged along the
forest floor, dodging tree branches and navigating the uneven
ground. We’d had a dry winter, and leaves crunched under our
feet as we did our best to stay vertical. This could not be in compliance
with the safety guidelines set forth by the state.
“It’s crazy, right?” I asked her, my huffing breaths only slightly
wheezy. “To expect such a thing from an establishment of learning.”
I checked the pocket in my hoodie to make sure I’d remembered
my inhaler. Nothing screamed unattractive like a face
bluing from lack of oxygen.
“Exactly.”
I had a feeling Brooklyn reveled in my prophetic status. She
talked about it all the time and urged me to practice. To concentrate.
To concentrate harder, darn it. Of course, she’d seen almost
as much as I had when Jared came to town. She now knew
there were things that went bump in the night. They were real
and they were scary and they’d almost gotten us killed, so I
couldn’t really blame her for her obsession. Though I could complain
about it every single chance I got.
“He’s still crazy about you, you know?”
I was busy concentrating on supplying my red blood cells
with much- needed oxygen when Brooke spoke again. Depriving
my cells, I asked, “What?”
She shrugged, her long dark ponytail flopping over her shoulders.
Her dark skin almost shimmered when rays of light would
fi nd their way to us. She was stunning. I was white. Chalk had
more color than I did. And quite possibly more personality.
“Jared,” she continued.
I had to think to put her phrases into one complete thought;
then I frowned at her. “If Jared were still crazy about me,” I said
between huff s of air, “he wouldn’t have given in so easily to my
grandparents’ demands.”
“How do you know? Maybe he’s just an honorable guy. He’s
old school in so many ways. Like really, really old school. Like
the beginning of time old school.” When I didn’t respond, she
added, “He looks at you every chance he gets.”
I skidded to a stop, and a girl behind us slammed into me.
“Watch it, McAlister,” she said, pushing past me. I fell forward
and caught myself against a tree trunk.
Brooke jumped to my defense, squaring her shoulders and
jamming her hands onto her hips. “You watch it, Tabitha.”
“Please,” she said as three other girls ran past. “Like you
could take me on your best day.”
Tabitha, also known as my arch nemesis, just happened to be
about seven feet tall to Brooke’s five. She smirked and continued
her trek through the forest, her blond head bobbing up and
down.
Brooke came to my rescue, offering a hand to steady me as I
brushed leaves off my shorts. “How rude.”
“When is she not rude?” It was a sad twist of fate that Tabitha
had PE with me, the person she most despised and most loved
to humiliate. “But I did stop in the middle of the path.”
“Why? Did you have a vision?” she asked, her eyes glimmering
with optimism.
“No, you’ve gone mad and I think we should seek help.”
She chuckled. “Jared does look at you. Every chance he gets.
But not in a stalkery way. More like a pining way, like he misses
you.”
I clasped my hands behind my head and breathed deep to
slow my heart rate. “Brooke, he never looks at me. The minute I
look at him, he turns away.”
“Exactly, because he was freaking looking at you in the first
place. He has no choice but to turn away or get busted like
twelve thousand times a day.”
Her words, insane as they were, gave me a spark of hope.
Then reality sank in. “He’s looking at me because that’s his job.
To protect me, the great prophet Lorelei.”
She snorted. “Yeah, keep telling yourself that.”
But something in the distance had captured my attention. I
squinted past the line of trees. “What is that?”
She scanned the area. “Are you changing the subject on purpose?”
When I pointed deeper into the forest, we both leaned forward
and strained for a better look. Two girls walked past,
clearly having given up on the whole jogging thing. I was right
there with them.
“Well,” Brooke said, “I don’t see anything, but the way this
day has been going, maybe we should get back to the gym, just
to be safe.”
But I had seen something. An outline. A shape that resembled
a head peering from behind a tree about thirty yards away.
I stepped closer as a ray of light glinted off a blade. A silver
blade.
Before I could comment, something moved inside me. A
ripple of dis plea sure. A quake of something dark and dangerous.
Every molecule in my body came alive as I looked at that blade.
At the sun glistening off it in the shadowy forest.
“Don’t you think?” Brooke asked.
I eased my hand around her arm and stepped back onto the
path.
“What?” She looked into the forest again and caught on. In
a hushed whisper, she said, “I still don’t see anything.”
“I do.” When the shape emerged from behind the tree,
hunched down like a wild animal, I squeezed her arm tighter
and whispered, “Run.”
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